I'm so sad that you're not here Dad. Mum is missing her days out with you and having to think what to make you for tea. Going to your house and you're not there is tough. No longer getting your messages every day. I can't ask you to pray for us anymore. You're not here to hear about Emma and Joe's lives. You're not here to keep Parker company. The only dreams i have of you are ones where you are still poorly and i relive seeing you suffer. I know you are somewhere MUCH better than here & I'm happy for you but here is rubbish without you. I love you Dad. Keep watching over Mum, it's hardest for her. Xx